And I STILL wish we were back together.
The last time I was truly happy was when I was still with you. But that was also when I felt the most pain, when it was unbearable. When I was miserable because of how frequently and how bad you hurt me. So now I just love you from afar. And I don’t have the right to let you hurt me anymore. The pain is still there, every day, but it’s somewhat bearable now.